...I positively refuse to eat any food made by this goddamn school until I leave in June. That was HUMILIATING beyond all belief. And more importantly...

Anyone who spoke to me yesterday can just disregard what I said and did. I obviously wasn't in the right state of mind.

[Private to Raimei]

...We're never, EVER, speaking of that again. And as far as I'm concerned, I don't know you.

[/Private]

[Private to Ahiru]

...Since I'm almost positive you saw that foolishness...I'm sorry. I would have never done something so idiotic under normal circumstances. I know I probably ruined Valentine's day, but...thank you for the Valentine, and I love you. And ONLY you.

[/Private]

Anyone who sent me valentines has my thanks...but the sooner this damn Holiday is over, the better.

[ooc: SO. Anyone who was at dinner yesterday will have seen a very love potioned up Fakir and Raimei STANDING ON A TABLE AND KISSING. Cruelty, thy name is Kristen. All of the strikes are difficult other than the ones in the filters which are gone.]

...That wasn't the most humiliating awkward of incidents Hogwarts has had.

But it was up there regardless. At least it's over.

And...I returned your...garment as I no longer have need of it. ...Thank you.

I went to mail a letter to Mytho, but Lohengrin was missing. And there was some frosted mess all over the owlery. Is it that damn cat again...?


[ooc: Middle strike is filtered to Rue (but the small one needs to be hacked), the others are difficult to hack. And Lohengrin is Fakir's owl (yes, it resembles him 8DD) and, after hearing about the cake monster, he will probably think it ate his owl and be ENRAGED. It didn't, but he doesn't know that. That damn cat refers to Rue's cat Odile, who periodically visits Lohengrin. /o/]

[Private to Rue]

Pack your things. You're coming with me to Charon's. That isn't a request.

[/Private]

The ministry seems to have a spectacular knack for wasting time. Closing off the damn school AFTER the attacks so I couldn't-, interrogating students who were either completely absent or under attack themselves, and being completely incapable of showing up at Hogsmeade in a timely enough fashion to prevent more lost lives? I fail to see how they were anything but negligent and idiotic. You'd think them seeing Ahiru and Charon would have been sufficient. Worthless.

( Private along with a long ass ooc note and present list )

The festival was a waste of time. The less said about it, the better.

Snow or not, I still expect to see all of the members of the Slytherin team up before classes to get a practice in. We're running during lunch and doing drills after classes. Anyone who complains about the cold can run themselves warm.

You'd think I'd be accustomed to the nonsense the school tosses at us by now, but it never ceases to annoy. Acting like a goddamn doormat of all things. Anyone I spoke to during that curse, you can just forget anything I said.

YOU. Curse or not, you're getting hexed the next time you order me around like that. It's bad enough that I'm in your bloody club until I can get out of it.

And why the hell won't the goddamn Daily Prophet leave things where they lie? Where in the name of Merlin are they getting their information? I NEVER told anyone most of that, and yet broadcast on the front page...It makes me sick. Apparently no one is trustworthy.

Slytherin team. As soon as Hufflepuff gets off the pitch today, we're practicing. I don't care if its at midnight.

[ooc: That's his way of saying 'Yay, I'ma cap'n! =D" but as we all know, RAGE is Fakir's default emotion. :| And Rue-mun, you can assume that Fakir has been continuing the avoiding thing. Mytho, he doesn't know you're back yet. :o So put some happy in his day~!]

Hmph. Why this goddamn school finds its curses amusing is beyond me. Talking like a bloody idiot, of all things. You'd think it'd WANT people to pass their NEWTs without distraction, but apparently that's too much to ask for. Seven years of this castle's nonsense and I'm STILL not accustomed to it.

At least a good portion of my classes have been decent...aside from... now that they're being taught with some competence.

Assuming you aren't still spouting curses, we can have those lessons whenever you have free time, moron.

All the goddamn people amused by this disgust me. People's lives were in danger and all they can talk about is how bloody entertaining it is. Especially from my own house. Makes me revolted to be a Slytherin. For all their insipid talk of purity, they're the fucking dirty ones. As if blood means anything.

Charon seems overly concerned for my well-being in going back to Hogwarts this semester, but the only way to defend ourselves is to return and continue to study spells against whatever threat that is out there. I have no intention of running away just because some prejudiced zealots want to provoke fear in those who oppose them. That would be giving them exactly what they want. And...I'm less concerned about myself anyway...and more concerned about...

In any event, Ahiru is safe and that's what matters.

[[Private//Extremely Difficult to Hack]]
...Not that I didn't have my own part in her injury. While Ahiru was getting her neck twisted by that...fucking bastard, I wasn't there to protect her at all. To think that a goddamn stunning spell would...I was...useless. I wasn't there fast enough...and even when I got to her, it was my recklessness that prompted her to get hurt. Damn it! In the most extreme of situations...when she was a spell away from possible death, even then I wasn't able to help...

I'm not...strong enough. It's...been a year since today...and all I can focus on is what could have happened. And even if Ahiru says otherwise...my cowardice still pervades.
[//Private]

[[Private to...the teacher that took the blow for me]]
I'm not certain of your name but...for getting in the way of that spell, and more importantly for saving Ahiru...thank you. I appreciate it greatly. There are few who would be that brave. I don't know what I would have-- In any rate, you have my gratitude.
[/Private]

[ooc: Strikes are difficult to hack, except in Nia's filter where they're crossed out enough to leave a groove in the paper. 8D;; Annnnnnd...Monday was Fakir and Ahiru's one year anniversary! =D;;; Bawwww. Icon will show up as "Solid Glare", unless hacked.]

Hn. It would seem that the clamor has dwindled significantly, which is quite the relief. If nothing else, the arrival of the flood of parents was...telling. That aside, I've packed my trunk for Stratford, and with any luck I'll spend the duration of the summer there. And not a moment too soon, there's only so much foolishness one can take in a single school year. ...Have you finished packing, moron?

[ooc: So because I completely FAIL and got busy and missed Parent days, late distant!Fakir is late. >>;;]

...Apparently if you approach a game with a modicum of sense, it means that you don't care about winning. Hmph. All this energy that's been expended tossing expletives around and pointing fingers would be better served on the pitch. What a waste of time.

And I don't want to see anymore of your bloody signs, you damned nuisance. I've seen enough sparkles to last me a lifetime. For the last time, I'm not a fucking dummchen.

[Private//Semi-Hackable]

...Hn. I might have scored, but...not fast enough. And the snitch being caught shouldn't have made so much of a difference...we'll have to make it up against Ravenclaw. ...If the team manages not to kill each other in the process.

If nothing else, at least that goddamn cheering charm wore off before the game. But now I have to deal with all the nonsense I did under the damn thing. Like agreeing to that bloody host club, what a frivolous waste of time.

[//Private]

[Private to Tamaki]

...Let me make one thing perfectly clear; had I not been on some damn happy charm, I sure as hell wouldn't have agreed to be in your stupid club. And now that I'm conscious, I have no intention of staying in it. Find someone else.

[ooc: So basically...he thinks his team members are idiots. XD; He's just as disappointed about losing as everyone else though, he's just not about to loose his head over it or show it openly. Annnnd Lilie had a banner up during the game that said "Go-go Dummchen~" in sparkly letters. 8D;; That strike is filtered to her. Annnnd...Tamaki-mun feel free to have made him sign something in his cracked-up state. ;D]

Hmph. If it hadn't been for all the goddamn pranks, why the hell did Mytho send TWO? I might thank those who sent me candygrams. Excepting one, which was thankfully prank free. So...thanks for the candy, I guess. Overall, the holiday was rather a rather worthless one, I hardly need any more frivilous nonsense to bother me. I can't believe that moron thought she'd get me into a beast costume of all things...

The Hogsmeade visit was decent, however. Other than being forced into that sickening teashop. I'm still taking the damn confetti out of my hair... I was dragged went around more of the town than usual. Including Zonko's. I'll be damned if I don't get both of them back for those insipid tricks. If nothing else, it was an opportunity to get outside. Hopefully I'll have more of those when Quidditch practices commence. Hn. Either way, as I finally have free time, I plan to spend it in the commonroom. Hopefully without interruption for once.

[ooc: H'okay, XD;;; I was busy working on a video project with a strict deadline all last week, so I kinda missed Halloween, RP and RL wise. ;_; My favorite holiday...! So this is kinda late. Buuuut, feel free to have seen a blind Fakir wearing only boxers trying to get back to the Slytherin dorms, because he probably looked positively ridiculous and ornery and hot. And he went to Hogsmeade this weekend with Ahiru in a semi friendly fashion. The second strike is semi-legible to Gai, the rest are gone. EDIT: My html is so l337, you don't even KNOW. XD;;;;; ]